Muni-Muni

yep, you read it right. i was doomed for 4 nights and 5 days. i was sick, not enough dough, not enough clothes and other stuff, nothing and no one. geezzz…

am overwhelmed to be back in dubai. my friend kay was in the airport last night to fetch me up and twas really a good feeling to see her again. we hugged. *grins*

on the other hand, i made new friends during my stay there. we exchanged numbers already and i hope we continue to be friends. a shout out to my roommates who made my stay a scary one. lol. cheers.

It has to get worse before it gets better…

The great care that I have for you is gone, and I find my dislike for you grows everyday.

When I see you, I do not even like your face; the one thing that I want to do is to look at other guys.

I never wanted to hold you.

Our last conversation was very boring and has not made me look forward to seeing you again.

You think only of yourself.

If we were more than friends, I know that I would find life very difficult, and I would have no pleasure in being with you.

I have a part of my heart to give, but it is not something that I want to give you.

No one is more foolish and selfish than you, and you are not able to care for me and help me.

I sincerely want you to understand that I speak the truth.

You will do me a favor if you think this is the end.

Do not try to answer this.

Your texts are full of things that do not interest me.

You have no true love for me.

Goodbye!

Believe me, I do not care for you.

Please do not think that I am still your friend.

Schadenfreude is a word so wonderfully useful that if it didn’t
exist, it would have to be invented, as the saying goes. It means ‘the
malicious pleasure one feels at someone else’s misfortune’. (As Gore Vidal
has noted, "It is not enough to succeed. Others must fail.")

Schadenfreude is a borrowing from German, where it is a combination
of Schaden ‘harm’ and Freude ‘joy’. It has been in used in English since
the late nineteenth century, though English writers noted the word’s
use in German earlier that century.

The latest development of this word is schadenfreudian, punning on
Schadenfreude and the name of Sigmund Freud. So far I’ve only seen it in
a few smirky intellectual-type magazines, but it deserves to be more
widespread.

They are two of my most treasured friends. They had a gap, not talking to each other for almost a year. A simple misunderstanding that led to a clash of personalities. Am really happy that I became an instrument for them to get over with that "thing".

Lesson: Never use the word illogical. lol.

Just another day.

Nice timing. Such a great gift. Spent the night at work with mushy songs at the background. lol.

Don’t ask. Just don’t.

When does an "ate" stops being an "ate"?

Now, I know how many siblings do I really got. I have 4 on my dad’s side and 2 on my mom’s side. Funny eh? Reality it is.

For starters, well, I am living with my 2 younger sisters, Karen and Jessica, (mom’s side) since their births. I also know that I have 2 more younger sisters, Marianne and Marigold, (dad’s side). In fact, I already met Marianne. And my Dad has been talking about this Emman, who is my brother for quite some time now and we haven’t met yet.

Monday came, Emman and I will meet, a day before his departure (he’s going to Qatar for work). At first, I couldn’t look at him. The feeling was really awkward. But after a couple of minutes, I started the conversation, asking everything about him, his likes and dislikes… everything! And I try to keep a mental note of those. In addition, he’s got an elder sister, who happens to be my half elder sister. Her name is Roxanne but dad doesn’t talk about her. It was only that night that I have known.

What’s with all the secrecy dad? Why only now? I just wish that we have known each other earlier. So that we could have spent some memorable times together. Weird as it may sound but I know am gonna miss him. I wish him well in his new place. And I do know that this is just the start of a better relationship.